My Bestie (❁´◡`❁)
Didi,
The first time someone sets their eyes on you, a world of thoughts and a mirage of images comes to mind. You're not only pretty and childish in a cute way, but also you're kind and thoughtful. You're crazy too and unimaginably ugh! This wouldn't be to scale but hopefully, its enough to describe you and I hope you like it.
I could go on and on and on and on about you and how having you around makes the voices quieter a bit sometimes, how the world gets a little bit of color, and how the moon shines brighter with you around, but that wouldn't capture you in your essence and totality.
Like a breath of fresh air after a lifetime of suffocation, you bring a sense of life to whosoever has a chance to encounter you. This page is to make your head swell, not because I'm trying to be flirty or next-level cringe, but because it is who you are.Like Meadow to Jabari, you're that one person who's made me realize the many things I've missed out on my entire life. I'm going to try something here. Hopefully, you catch on as I take you into our galaxy. You're a constellation, and I'm goiing to spell out your stars.Remember: Don't think, just feel me through these lines.
Pros
Nurturing is one of your key personality traits. Even without herbs, you heal. Your care isn't an act or something you learnt to survive, it is a rhythm. You water people you love without noticing your thirst because your heart is endlessly empathetic and sweetly kind.Also, you're always Yearning for the next thing. You chase the next laugh, the next dream, the next horizon, the next big thing. You're restless, but not lost. You're just hungry for life's cocktail of unending flavors.Audacity is an understatement when it comes to you. You're insanely stubborn, though sometimes it may be reckless and have its own issues. You don't just walk into rooms, lives, or places. Nope, you storm into them and leave your mark like thunder, hence why people can never really get enough of you.Realness is just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to you. You don't have a filter, just selective answers and evasive techniques toward the stuff you'd rather not talk about. However, you have no filter or diluted version when it's time to talk after being quiet for a long while. You're messy in an interestingly magical way, and that, coupled with your maddening sense of honesty, makes you a hurricane that refuses to be anything but true.I call you Didi not just because it's a cute name but also because you're daring. Fear has no leash on you. You jump, you try, you stumble, you rise, and I love that resilience. You wear storms like they are jewelry. Even your flaws shine and glow in dark places, not because you try, but because you can't help it. It's just you.Also, your childish innocence is cute. You can laugh like a child and mean it, and that makes you special in a world where everyone wears masks of maturity. You hold oceans insid,e and everyone who doesn't know you thinks you're simple until they drown in you. I'm glad you let me dive into your ocean. I appreciate that you didn't keep me on the surface. It's nice knowing you for you.Finally, you are irreplaceable and Intriguing. I know you hold a fear of being replaced in you, and I always laugh when you say that. It's because you never meet two people like you. Once you touch someone's story, the ink is permanent. Yet, not everyone figures you out, and that's the best part. You're an open closed book.
Cons
This part is going to be short and brief. Long stuff suck the sting out of punches, but I'll try to make this as mild as possible.1. You think you're replaceable. You think you're an option so you wear invisibility like its a perfume and avoidance like it's your closet.2. You don't see yourself as beautiful even when you are. You keep looking for mirrors that lie the same way your mind does.3. You overthink until the moment dies and start to regret after. You sometimes kill sweetness with questions and turn maybe into monsters. You question yourself internally and sometimes kill stuff before they begin or even have a chance to blossom.4. You let people treat you wrong because you think it's normal. You deem the fact that they "stayed" enough reason to prevent yourself from seeing better, needing better, and getting better.5. You are heartbreakingly pessimistic at times. You live so long in the world of social media and toxicity that you prepare for heartbreak even when the sun is still shining. You build umbrellas under blue skies and sadly walk headfirst into storms even when the forecast is dark.6. You don't take your medicine! You always rebel quietly against the small things that can save you. That hurts...7. You're addicted to your phone. It's more like a digital IV drip. You don't see life beyond it, and as such, scroll instead of sleeping and search for warmth through glass and lives lived for the camera.8. You hide pain behind jokes, jealousy behind laughs, and drown your echoes in them only to have to face them later when the noise dies down.9. You are strong but not soft with yourself. You know how to care for, love, protect, and treat everyone except the girl in the mirror. She is always neglected and left to be alone.You're just like Zenitsu